I feel sick and used up. I feel like a terrible mother and girlfriend. I can't control the amount of alcohol I drink. Once I start It's impossible to stop. I make really, really poor decisions.
I really do love my life. I really do love my daughter, my boyfriend, our family. I'm tired of causing them pain. He always said I had a drinking problem and I never wanted to hear it. So I didn't.
I have a drinking problem. I'm powerless over alcohol. I want my life back. I want my happiness back. I want to bring joy to the ones I love.
Today is the day I quit drinking. I have a problem and I need help.
